Babies!!!

I love babies, I always have. Their cute chubby little cheeks, nubby little knees, even their sent. Ryan and I have discussed having children after we get married. I want a daughter so i can do all the mother/daughter stuff that i do with my mom. 

Well the other night I was thinking about Ryan & I, when we would have children and such. When we had discussed it before it seemed like I wanted to wait a couple of years but he didn't. But the other night i was thinking that maybe we shouldn't wait to have children. Ryan is 4 years older then me so he is almost thirty, I figure that since he is getting older we shouldn't wait, I have a feeling its going to take awhile to get pregnant so we should start right away. When I mentioned this to him he said that we should wait a year, maybe a year and a half. I was surprised at his response but I'm going to talk to him about this again before the wedding and see if he changes his mind. You never know, he just might!

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First Major Fight

So Ryan and I had our first major fight on Saturday Night and it was horrible. I won't go into details about what it was about, but it sucked. I thought that our relationship was going to be over. But after over an hour of fighting we agreed to disagree and put the issue aside for another day. Now would never even know we had a fight, everything is back to normal and we are starting to think about life after the wedding, where we are going to live, etc. I am actually glad we had the fight when we did, it made us realize that we still had some things to work out before we get married  but it won't stop us from getting married. We as so looking forward to married life and embarking on our future together!

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